Welcome back to my world

This blog is somewhere where i write things that make sense to me or doesnt make sense to me, It doesnt always has to make sense right ? .. thats what Interior Design and Architecture has taught me in the last 4 years. My world is going through a massive roller coaster, where I dont seem to acknowledge what is around me, probably because i am terribly sick or probably just ignorant about it. The issues of March are not seeming to end, well the sickness doesnt.

1. Aditi and Rohit, ! - Egostic morons.

2. Fever, Cold, Running Nose ... - Life is a bitch

3. Gozde - Yes/No .. Maybe .. Wtf ?

4. Workshop - Never ending lighting debacle.

5. Natasha - Will go soon away , .. and i will cry later.

6. Clubbing/Pubbing - Strictly stay away from me. !

7. Medicines - Complete Whore !

What a weekend ! ..

I was craving to come back to Milan and write, as this is what i like to do and express myself every now and then, Last 4 - 5 days have been totally wicked and crazy. It all started with Saturday morning 7 am , where i was woken up by Natu, as we had to leave for Venice that morning. Its a total miracle and highly unusual that we made it on time to Centralle Station, for the morning train , in fact we had the time to even have coffee and breakfast at the station, we anyways boarded the train 20 minutes before the departure, but then it never has happened that our lives, that everything goes smoothly, it turned out that only me and Natasha were on time, the rest whom we were supposed to go with were terribly late, ( Laura made it like 5 minutes before departure etc. ),

Anyways i slept throughout the next 3 to 4 hours, but was constantly disturbed or maybe distracted by Laura ... lol Anyways, reached Venice, what a city one of the most beautiful cities i have seen, the water,the lakes, the boats, it was great ... Clicked a lot of pictures and the Venice festival was epic, the women, the clothes, the costume, the masks, I wanted to get face painted, but instead opted for a

mask. Natasha also had a sexy looking black and white mask, Had lunch where Laura and many

other people around me got drunk with wine, ! ... Lol and then it all started,

Bitch and Bastard were the only words that came out of her mouth, it was epic, she really had lost it totally, it was crazy at the festival, the concert where we couldnt stop ourselves running around and be in the total venetian spirit of the festival, we left the city around 7 Pm and proceeded towards the station, as usual regarding trains in Italy, my luck is always a fuck up, the moment i reached the platform, the train was moving, and then all the running began, with Natasha leading the way, Laura in all her drunk-ness wanted to do something like a tom cruise stunt of taking a long jump or something and making the train stop as if to say - Stop Bitch, i haven't boarded you ! hahah !, i still remember looking at her while running, and noticing that she had assumed herself as spider-man or something having invincible spider webs, coming out of her hands, in order to stop the train to go.

Anyways, we managed to board it, and again slept as we were very tired, reached Milan, reached Ripa di Porta Tichenese, met Aditi had dinner with her, and then slept there only. The next morning, was infact a very troubled morning, Aditi woke me up, natasha woke up, it was one lazy sunday afternoon, however Monday was Natasha''s birthday, all plans to suprise the fuck out of her had started running in mine and Aditi's mind, we anyways came to a solid plan for the night, I got her

to Cologne intersection at 11.55 pm, Where there were 10 - 15 people giving her the best surprise she could every get, it was awesome, the cake, the wine, her happy face, ... the cold chilli winds, and then ultimately the local bar, at Cologne, had 3 cuba libres, and then i was fucked, i saw Aditi getting drunk on like 8 to 9 wine shots, there was no doubt she was not drunk as me and her already had 2 to 3 wine shots before we left for the surprise, at home…. haha, talk about chindigiri !!

All in all it was a great, night where I also managed to bang into a pole while walking back home with Rohit, the amount of alcohol in my system, and now paying the price of it, by sorting out a massive hangover.

Life and Matters in hand ...

For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are those 'It might have been.'

Hi-Fi or Wife High ! ...

Naal milake aakhiyan, sanu kuriye na edan laare la ,

Sad la apni sakhiyan, te mitra da jee parchaa...

Plans Changed...

Today was a major change in decision making, I mean i was thinking about it since like the last 3 weeks but i had to end it somewhere, I was in two minds when i was at DA in the morning, weather to do it or not to do it, because it does cost a lot of money, but then i had to make a choice... I am writing this here, coz i know when i read it often here it will always stay on mind. I am leaving for Venice this Saturday , Sandra is damn excited about it too ! .. Yay !

Milan has been like the usual , super-awesome, It is agreed since we are going to be here for only a year, we should enjoy it to the max, but still there has to be some stage where it has to end, If Aditi and me wouldn't have thought about it, in one of our long walks, in the night we would never come upto such a decision.

We have to stop partying, and spend our money somewhere else, PERIOD ! ..

P.S - Screw you Rohit ! ..

Dreams .. What a fuck up !

Off-late i have been getting like very weird dreams with different scenarios, with different people ... and i swear i have been waking up every morning with a shocked expression on my face.

I had to tell someone, I had to discuss it with someone because now there is a problem i dont anymore get women doing awesome things to each other in my dreams.... So i wrote a post to Rohit and explained him the situation on Facebook, this is just a copy of that letter, i had tagged Natasha and Aditi as well since they too were in my dreams ...

Dude, Even though you have time to talk to your other friends and like totally ignore you give like a goli to me and Natasha Aggarwal , but then i have to tell you about this

Anyway, I had like the weirdest dream last night, it was like 2020 you and Aditi Sharma were like dating ( haha, told you it couldnt be weirder than this you had white hair and you had kids running across all over India and Italy and Dubai .. and London calling , Dad Dad .! ) You were driving the car , and me and natasha were like on the back seat , Aditi was angry with you because she wanted to get married to you couldn't get married , coz of your pending criminal investigation or something, and the fact that you will go to jail very soon. You had done like a major "catch me if you can" thing with the cops in Europe, so you couldnt get married to Aditi because aditi's parents didn't approve of it coz of you know your criminal investigation, you wanted to give yourself up to the cops but you felt Natasha was a undercover cop herself , and you were her friend, soo you felt police is in your pocket ...

Aditi suspected you were having an affair with Natasha, I had suspected it too coz that was like the only reason you were not behind bars, You knew i knew, I knew you knew .. so like chalta hain yaar types attitude tha...

but then you got angry for a reason , we were on the mountains, you were fed up of Aditi , you were fed of Natasha, well you were not fed up of me...

You put the car in 5th gear , drove it at a high speed.. and killed all of us by jumping of the mountain ... *asshole*

How dramatic .. ! hahahah

Everything is relative

It started with her mood swings, i thought it was her monthly issues, however i was wrong she was made like that, she is like that, no-one can really change her and her views about anything.

P.S - I still love her the way she is ...

6th Feb 2010 ...

Kickass Clubbing at Cavalli - Milano ! - Bas , Enough ! ab aur nahi ...

Didnt end in a nice way though I realized babe has mood swings ! .. :@

The Glitches of Life...

To Delete from Facebook - Done

To Delete from Dubai - Done

To Delete from every phone - Done

To Delete from Family - Done

To Delete from Blackberry - Done

To Delete from Life - Done

To Delete from Aditi. Rohit and Natasha - Done

Listening to Aditi and Deleting from everywhere around and concentrate on Laura - Done

When things are so awesome, then why ? .. Why create complications ? ... Chill maar yaar !

Delete from Blogspot.com ? --- I cant (honestly, i tried i Google'd enough ,but due to some technical snags I cant) , Can you please ? ..

Its just different or not ...

I have been a guy for the last 2 decades, and i have had a lot of friends throughout, i never had problems in making new friends, some were awesome well yeah some were not , but its crazy to talk to a women about the same stuff you do with your best mate. I mean i cant help it, If you do have women friends you will agree with me as well, if you are like even 1% like me you will know that i do the following.

1. I will talk unnecessarily and sometimes without making any sense.

2. I will like to look at women , and only look.

3. I seem to acknowledge the fact that women are not sex objects.

4. Also, Women object to sex. :P

5. I have absolutely no interest in porn, that was for school time sake , its quite boring now.

How can you really talk about the same stuff ? , it feels awkward however with me , i do things and then regret it, so this is how today's conversation goes with Aditi

Me : Dude , check her out, Awesome figure isint it ?

Her : Yeah .. k

Yeah k , YEAH K ! ... since where did that become a thing to even say anything ? haha

It would have been awesome if the conversation had been :-

Me : Dude, Check her out, Awesome figure isint it ?

Her : Are you serious ? .. That is like a black transparent , that is totally awesome that is like the biggest boobs ever.

I am just dreaming, i know she cant say anything to even close to that....

Amico !

She told me " Fuck , everything and do your work ". She did sound rude but come to think of it she did have a meaning, I mean till when can you think about it, and be mind-fucked. The better solution is to really concentrate on what you are here for and just finish it, looking at the bigger picture i really have 8 more years to do what i always wanted, and its not really the end of everything, compromising is one own thing but lying to yourself, about it just because you couldn't really see it happening in front of you is like giving a fuck you sign to your own principles, that you maintained in your life. I did lie to myself and i do regret it, i should not have bent down on my own principles

Milan does and did change everything for me, to look at life as a new beginning every morning, to meet new people everyday and to build a relationship with them, its like windows 7 - to finish the installation in your new life, kindly reboot.

Milan really does wonders to you, you meet new people, you tend to live it your own way, and that is how it should always revolve around.We Drink, We Smoke up, We party, We work like a bitch till we our minds force us to stop , We do what we want, as what Rohit always says "We are Family" Lol ! Its hilarious and i do pull his leg on that one because most of the time he is not in the right state of mind or pretty much drunk to really say shit like that, but i do agree with him maybe because ive never had an elder brother , we do make a family over here, where we are separated by each other by three different houses. I wish he got what he expected and wanted from Milan, but its never late i am pretty sure he will move on from his past and go forward the way he wants.

We do talk about it, and I've never seen him like this the way he is now, its like what i was with her back in Dubai, the irony is just this that he and Aditi were against her, but when they are themselves in that awkward situation is really ironic and funny, well yeah me and Natu do take undue advantage of the whole thing.

The babe and my so called wife Aditi (the Fuck everything , and do your work, girl ) is working beside me over here wearing a pink sweater in DA. She is great in her own way and is just like Maa, the aspirations of a small town girl who wants to make it big in the crowded and the bustling city, who is not scared of the world and is very strong from within. She does seem to be as simple as possible but actually she is quite complicated well then come to think of it, ive never met any girl who is simple, they were made complicated without a user manual or instructions to follow. Aditi Sharma claims that she can really get pissed off if someone clips her wings of freedom, the funniest part is i have found other possible ways to piss her off, if I was her roommate not that it makes any particular difference, the " We are family " formula even though it does sound so lame works in this manner as well, we are roommates coz half the week i spend the night at her house, or she does it in mine, she would have given up on life quite easily or she will give up soon but then talking about roommates, Natasha (Natu) really fits in the role, she is like those cool chicks who really dont get pissed off with anything and is happy with whatever she gets. She has the typical Mumbai " No - non sense " attitude. The introvert part of her is just a very confused part of her, the day she opens up she can go crazy, all she does is laugh, smile and share the same sense of lameness as i do, its a different genre of humor which no one really understands, well yeah besides her.

This sums up the lame and the crappiest tag line that he could ever name " We are family " seems Rohit and Natasha learnt and grasped a lot from Karan Johar in Mumbai.