A night to remember ...

22nd April 2011, will be remembered being the most kickass night ever.

• Sneha , Rohit, Hardik - Gambalino 101 ke second generation. Lol !
• The weird cocktail...
• The haircut sessions and graffiti ideas. @ Hardik
• The uncensored talks.
• The Milanese way.

Will be remembered... Will be remembered....

Let Me be Myself ...

Every now and then I need a state of isolation or maybe term it as seclusion, however these things dont really come out of the blue or something, its just that once in a month or so i would like to be alone to figure out a lot of things on my own, to explore the city on my own, to live it my own. I spoke to a classmate of mine about this, as she also felt the same way as me, since the time she has shifted base to Milan. She wants to be just alone, stare at a ceiling or something similar, staring point blank at a ceiling can freak out people who are around you, and thats perhaps why i dont do that, her reason is quite a lame one, according to her she wants this solitude from life and others around her because she just had a breakup with her boyfriend, for me i think of it as a physical solitude where you are forcing yourself to numerous attempts in order to remove distractions from life and probably concentrate on something else, that can be a bigger priority in life. kya lauda lasoon hain yeh ? .. complete behenchodgiri !

Why for one person stop your life, and come to a standstill as if there is nothing more left, it might have mind-fucked for you to talk /think/speak about that person but till when can you do that ? .. There will be a point where you have to get out of that comfort zone with a loud BANG !

There is nothing to be reminded off, till the time you are not an emotional fool to fall for it every single time, this mind is a dangerous weapon it does have its moments where it tries to wander around the same things again and again. If that person was meant to really come back, he or she would have come back, but then you cant really count your life on it, its too big a hassle and a much bigger head-ache than being single and living happy the way you want it, being single doesnt really mean to not date anyone, it is just an act where you seem to be in a relationship for yourself, but nothing more than that, it is just what you want at that particular moment not anything more and not anything less. The problems are when you talk of relationships, they dont really make sense to me, they are beautiful in their own way, but honestly the dating part is better where you dont seem to be emotionally attached with each other, that you are scared to say anything because it might seem to hurt another person.

You do have a super - duper life dont you ? I say super-duper life solely because the world has not ended, there are countless people you eventually meet, some good and some gandu ! , but all in all , it just teaches you important lessons in life which are supposed to be taken as lessons so as to not to commit them the next time something similar happens.

Probably take life as it comes, do things you always wanted to do, but couldn't because of your crappy commitments to other things, give your friends the importance they should be given because they will eventually be the ones who will be around for your tattoo art on your shoulder blades, for the numerous piercings on your body, for the times that you fall sick, for the times they want to drink, for the times you always want to have fun, for the times where you seem to be enjoying life to the max.

I always remember this song called Let me be myself - 3 doors down, infact me and Gozde do listen to it quite a lot these days, Gozde is the girl whom i work with these days with my present project, yes the beautiful eyes girl ...

Please, Would you one time let me be myself , So that i can shine with my own light ... let me be myself.....

These are the kind of lyrics that help you to get on with it, and do things that you always wanted to do, but didnt ................. coz you had to be answerable to someone.

Life aur uski Aankhen !

"Ye Zindagi Rangon mein Doobegi ....

Surmai Shaam ye Bhoolegi Na Kabhi ...

Koi toh Baaten Hon Aankhon Se Aankhon Ki ...."

Amico !

She told me " Fuck , everything and do your work ". She did sound rude but come to think of it she did have a meaning, I mean till when can you think about it, and be mind-fucked. The better solution is to really concentrate on what you are here for and just finish it, looking at the bigger picture i really have 8 more years to do what i always wanted, and its not really the end of everything, compromising is one own thing but lying to yourself, about it just because you couldn't really see it happening in front of you is like giving a fuck you sign to your own principles, that you maintained in your life. I did lie to myself and i do regret it, i should not have bent down on my own principles

Milan does and did change everything for me, to look at life as a new beginning every morning, to meet new people everyday and to build a relationship with them, its like windows 7 - to finish the installation in your new life, kindly reboot.

Milan really does wonders to you, you meet new people, you tend to live it your own way, and that is how it should always revolve around.We Drink, We Smoke up, We party, We work like a bitch till we our minds force us to stop , We do what we want, as what Rohit always says "We are Family" Lol ! Its hilarious and i do pull his leg on that one because most of the time he is not in the right state of mind or pretty much drunk to really say shit like that, but i do agree with him maybe because ive never had an elder brother , we do make a family over here, where we are separated by each other by three different houses. I wish he got what he expected and wanted from Milan, but its never late i am pretty sure he will move on from his past and go forward the way he wants.

We do talk about it, and I've never seen him like this the way he is now, its like what i was with her back in Dubai, the irony is just this that he and Aditi were against her, but when they are themselves in that awkward situation is really ironic and funny, well yeah me and Natu do take undue advantage of the whole thing.

The babe and my so called wife Aditi (the Fuck everything , and do your work, girl ) is working beside me over here wearing a pink sweater in DA. She is great in her own way and is just like Maa, the aspirations of a small town girl who wants to make it big in the crowded and the bustling city, who is not scared of the world and is very strong from within. She does seem to be as simple as possible but actually she is quite complicated well then come to think of it, ive never met any girl who is simple, they were made complicated without a user manual or instructions to follow. Aditi Sharma claims that she can really get pissed off if someone clips her wings of freedom, the funniest part is i have found other possible ways to piss her off, if I was her roommate not that it makes any particular difference, the " We are family " formula even though it does sound so lame works in this manner as well, we are roommates coz half the week i spend the night at her house, or she does it in mine, she would have given up on life quite easily or she will give up soon but then talking about roommates, Natasha (Natu) really fits in the role, she is like those cool chicks who really dont get pissed off with anything and is happy with whatever she gets. She has the typical Mumbai " No - non sense " attitude. The introvert part of her is just a very confused part of her, the day she opens up she can go crazy, all she does is laugh, smile and share the same sense of lameness as i do, its a different genre of humor which no one really understands, well yeah besides her.

This sums up the lame and the crappiest tag line that he could ever name " We are family " seems Rohit and Natasha learnt and grasped a lot from Karan Johar in Mumbai.

Anti-Blogger ...

Not updated my blog in a while , reasons or things that i might be doing that has made me into a anti-blogger...

• Having a lot of fun in my super dooper life ... which in-fact unusually is going really smoothly without any obstacles as such..



• Sticking in front of the T.V and being as lazy as ever courtesy- Indian Premier League. (Delhi Daredevils + IPL = Champs)



• On a vacation , to some exotic land which has no connection to the Internet or humans ...



• Watching countless episodes of Friends , (Addiction has no cure)



• In search for financial stability , i dont really remember when was the last time i had more than 150 bucks in my wallet...



• Researching and studying countless commercial design - Offices. Innovation and creativity is no longer present in Mahe Manipal specifically in the Interior Design Dept. , it has been nicely and very conveniently transformed into something known as Jugaad... P.S -( http://www.cben.net/ )



• Finding my inner soul.



• Finding my inner soul on Facebook . Possible !



• Commenting on pictures on Facebook .. that also includes Status messages...



• Living in complete dejection when the above three have got boring .



• Completely pissed off with a lot of ******* in college , and thus not in the right state of mind to write.



• Spending time in rehabilitation .. You know



• Youtube has taken over Blogspot ...



• I spend my night's driving all over Dubai , sometimes I like to be a cab driver for my friends ...though they do not pay me...



• If nothing at all , i end up at Sneha's house every night ... after all what are friends for late night booze and 2 day old pizza .. :)



• Plain Simple Lazy !

One or two points above are true , but what is the point you are not going to believe me ... The picture below is a hint of my current life scenario ...

Republic Nation

It was 26th January 1950 when the nation was declared a republic , free from the bound of the British Government , free from all kinds of restrictions, . There were sacrifices made, there were people dead , and the country was divided into two. With bloodshed, lives lost and whatever that the country never wanted I still believe if MK Gandhi did not exist in our struggle to freedom, we would have got our independence long time back , the fact that he is the father of the nation is just a hype and nothing more than that, If and only if revolutionaries had taken charge we would have got independence 100 years back. Its a simple logic if 1 million Indians had shouted and revolted against the British , where would 10000 scared Englishmen run ???... The British were in India for 200 years and it took 100 years for the struggle to start. We still suffer from our nation problems with poverty , corruption at its highest stake, However no nation is perfect, Still we had achieved our Independence, free from governance. A complete democratic government.

Today on 26th January 2008, I salute the nation, and yet again feel proud to be an Indian..

Jaihind ...