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I have a "write a post" stick on note stuck to my laptop (which btw is the only source of entertainment these days). And still i have managed to ignore it for almost a month, the reason I didnt post for a full month besides my laziness, is a month full of drama. Yeah a total DRAMA.
Here are a few elements of the Drama....
The "circle of friends"
Its complicated , trust me it really is. The main attribute to this maybe my blog, but anyways screw that. Gone are the days when you had selfless friends, perhaps now you dont.At present you can barely find anyone who can actually fall into that category. Someone said to be long time back blogs are a method of expressing yourself, no matter what it is. Yes i do write a blog and i write whatever i feel like,You can't stop me, Can you ? It is my method of expressing myself. If you or your better half have a problem with it, - Go fuck yourself.
Have any resemblence of something known as "Balls" ? Come talk to me instead of "crying" over for every possible thing.
The Money
Money has always been a hassle in my life, to make it worse the world is going through an entire recession period, Yes times are tough and unfortunatly noone can really help it. I really dont know how am i going to deal with this bankruptcy of mine.I am basically "broke". 2 months more and then i have to search for my internship. Ever wondered what this word means. It means FREE work.. Period
Noone gets paid for internships or do they ? ...
Note:- If anyone knows Interior Design firms that are giving internships and are also "paying" in Dubai/New Delhi ... Do inform me
Work Place Issues
This is not really radical, but work/college/Mahe Manipal is really creating a havoc in my life, yes after 3 semesters i have realised that internal marks really are important, its not really a joke anymore. The changes that have come to the surface regarding my professional work is
1. No more late submittions
2.Write notes in class, (they are not meant to be made into paper balls after class is over and thrown at random people)
3.Work your ass off this semester to increase your GPA
4.Do the crappy assignments the day it is given no matter if the midnight oil has to be burnt or not
5.Dont leave anything for the weekend.
6.Under no circumstances DO NOT bunk classes.
Note:- No i am still the same dude, i am not transforming into a Nerd, to give some positive attribute to it - I still play Foosball.. :D
Facebook
Facebook has become less intresting, It has been ages since i had really updated anything there or never the less played poker (which used to be my favourite pastime), infact for a lame reason and perhaps just for the heck of it. I decided to play Texas Holdem last night, just so that i dont forget how to play poker.
Death
Death i believe is something that is more harrowing to the family of the departed than to anyone else. A close friend of mine from college had lost his father this month , It was really very sad and i offer my condolences to him. But i am also happy for a fact that he is coming to college tomorrow after 20 days. I did meet him last night with Aamir and we shared a smoke and spoke for long. It was nice to see him smiling after a long time ... :)
Sigh , I end my non-post here. Besides this there are a lot more things that have happened this month, but absolutly nothing that can be termed as exciting has happened. Boring can be well justified.
This is where i end, to the "cry baby" and the gujju girl i know:-
Regarding my blog --- Ill keep you pissed Oh, posted ...:P
Peace
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
As i sit here..
I write this keeping in view my mental status
As i sit here, I see smoke rising over my head as if giving me an indication to something. My thoughts go to endless days of thinking mindlessly. Sometimes you just want to waste time thinking about nothing , you just wish to be alone and have your own space. You need your bubble of solitude.
As i sit here, i can see the clock ticking and think as to how fast life is passing. A moment back i was in school chasing a football and now i am staring at a design portfolio. Life lived now will be history the next second. A moment lost , a moment that cannot be revived back , a moment that is finished.
As i sit here, i think of all the dreams that i saw, all those dreams that forced me to believe that it is wiser to be awake than to dream. Dreams that saw aspirations are buried, and ambitions drowning.
As i sit here, i think that till now i have had some highs and some lows. Some were good days and some were bad days. It is a flashback of memory. A black and white photo reel that is running reminding me of each and everything. The mistakes that costed me and the risks that gifted me.
As i sit here, i hope this darkness ends, giving way to a new hope. It ends the struggle. It gives me the required strength to collide with it. A new ray .... A new beginning.
As i sit here, i hope that i am wiser today than what i was yesterday. I learn to be more forgiving. I learn to appreciate life. I can hope that i am stronger and live life today , now and this moment
As i sit here, I see smoke rising over my head as if giving me an indication to something. My thoughts go to endless days of thinking mindlessly. Sometimes you just want to waste time thinking about nothing , you just wish to be alone and have your own space. You need your bubble of solitude.
As i sit here, i can see the clock ticking and think as to how fast life is passing. A moment back i was in school chasing a football and now i am staring at a design portfolio. Life lived now will be history the next second. A moment lost , a moment that cannot be revived back , a moment that is finished.
As i sit here, i think of all the dreams that i saw, all those dreams that forced me to believe that it is wiser to be awake than to dream. Dreams that saw aspirations are buried, and ambitions drowning.
As i sit here, i think that till now i have had some highs and some lows. Some were good days and some were bad days. It is a flashback of memory. A black and white photo reel that is running reminding me of each and everything. The mistakes that costed me and the risks that gifted me.
As i sit here, i hope this darkness ends, giving way to a new hope. It ends the struggle. It gives me the required strength to collide with it. A new ray .... A new beginning.
As i sit here, i hope that i am wiser today than what i was yesterday. I learn to be more forgiving. I learn to appreciate life. I can hope that i am stronger and live life today , now and this moment
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Boredom
Besides the fact that the word "Sick" also rhymes with a religion that my father inherits , it also creates a havoc in my life. College holidays are on, its Feb 1st now, I have about 8 days more. I am down with Viral Fever and Cold. I cant do anything besides lie down on a bed and stare at the ceiling,
Well not to completely blame on sickness , I was anyways doing the same every single day, that's life for me. Ally aka Alisha would never be convinced over this but girl i am not really lazy. Umm yeah occasionally i might refuse to do certain things , but that doesn't really brand me Lazy eh ?..
Its been long since i was at the blogging scene , (Yes , blame on laziness and nothing more).
Sammy has also left for Singapore, believe me i have no one to really share my laziness and boredom with. (Now i realise that i really miss that blond singaporian girl. Damnn !)
Boredom sometimes challenges you , it really does and that is precisely what it has done to me this past 1 week. I have managed to watch all the seasons of F.R.I.E.N.D.S (on an average i end up watching 2 seasons every night).
Cigarettes are being consumed on a very high scale, Late night drives to Ajman and Sharjah are pretty common nowadays, sharing a smoke with Pulkit in the middle of the night (4am) is to the extent boredom has driven me.
I was so bored i decided to watch Dil Kabbadi yet again for the 3rd time, (Fuck you Ryan , it aint such a bad movie in fact its too good , its a laugh-riot )
Not that anyone would be interested but just for the record , i have left Sheesha , I haven't smoked sheesha for a month now i guess. It seems a recent survey has said that people who smoke cigarettes and sheesha together have a health span of 45 years. My future plans of retireing early, live in Las Vegas and play poker can really go down in drain. So yeah that was one of the reasons as to why i had to really leave sheesha , and probably the other being i was getting sick with the smell of it. I plan to leave ciggs pretty soon too.
Well not to completely blame on sickness , I was anyways doing the same every single day, that's life for me. Ally aka Alisha would never be convinced over this but girl i am not really lazy. Umm yeah occasionally i might refuse to do certain things , but that doesn't really brand me Lazy eh ?..
Its been long since i was at the blogging scene , (Yes , blame on laziness and nothing more).
Sammy has also left for Singapore, believe me i have no one to really share my laziness and boredom with. (Now i realise that i really miss that blond singaporian girl. Damnn !)
Boredom sometimes challenges you , it really does and that is precisely what it has done to me this past 1 week. I have managed to watch all the seasons of F.R.I.E.N.D.S (on an average i end up watching 2 seasons every night).
Cigarettes are being consumed on a very high scale, Late night drives to Ajman and Sharjah are pretty common nowadays, sharing a smoke with Pulkit in the middle of the night (4am) is to the extent boredom has driven me.
I was so bored i decided to watch Dil Kabbadi yet again for the 3rd time, (Fuck you Ryan , it aint such a bad movie in fact its too good , its a laugh-riot )
Not that anyone would be interested but just for the record , i have left Sheesha , I haven't smoked sheesha for a month now i guess. It seems a recent survey has said that people who smoke cigarettes and sheesha together have a health span of 45 years. My future plans of retireing early, live in Las Vegas and play poker can really go down in drain. So yeah that was one of the reasons as to why i had to really leave sheesha , and probably the other being i was getting sick with the smell of it. I plan to leave ciggs pretty soon too.
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