An end for a new beginning ...

A super-duper workshop just got over, realized something during the workshop which was unusual, the things i see and i the things i think about are really not the same, how i fell for it i really have no clue, kind of scared and kind of worried about it....

It really does not solve all problems.....

I need to rewind time and go back in time to Dubai , DIAC, so that a phone-conversation wouldn't be so weird as it had happened that particular morning !

The Month Long Drama

I have a "write a post" stick on note stuck to my laptop (which btw is the only source of entertainment these days). And still i have managed to ignore it for almost a month, the reason I didnt post for a full month besides my laziness, is a month full of drama. Yeah a total DRAMA.
Here are a few elements of the Drama....

The "circle of friends"
Its complicated , trust me it really is. The main attribute to this maybe my blog, but anyways screw that. Gone are the days when you had selfless friends, perhaps now you dont.At present you can barely find anyone who can actually fall into that category. Someone said to be long time back blogs are a method of expressing yourself, no matter what it is. Yes i do write a blog and i write whatever i feel like,You can't stop me, Can you ? It is my method of expressing myself. If you or your better half have a problem with it, - Go fuck yourself.
Have any resemblence of something known as "Balls" ? Come talk to me instead of "crying" over for every possible thing.

The Money
Money has always been a hassle in my life, to make it worse the world is going through an entire recession period, Yes times are tough and unfortunatly noone can really help it. I really dont know how am i going to deal with this bankruptcy of mine.I am basically "broke". 2 months more and then i have to search for my internship. Ever wondered what this word means. It means FREE work.. Period
Noone gets paid for internships or do they ? ...

Note:- If anyone knows Interior Design firms that are giving internships and are also "paying" in Dubai/New Delhi ... Do inform me

Work Place Issues
This is not really radical, but work/college/Mahe Manipal is really creating a havoc in my life, yes after 3 semesters i have realised that internal marks really are important, its not really a joke anymore. The changes that have come to the surface regarding my professional work is

1. No more late submittions
2.Write notes in class, (they are not meant to be made into paper balls after class is over and thrown at random people)
3.Work your ass off this semester to increase your GPA
4.Do the crappy assignments the day it is given no matter if the midnight oil has to be burnt or not
5.Dont leave anything for the weekend.
6.Under no circumstances DO NOT bunk classes.

Note:- No i am still the same dude, i am not transforming into a Nerd, to give some positive attribute to it - I still play Foosball.. :D

Facebook
Facebook has become less intresting, It has been ages since i had really updated anything there or never the less played poker (which used to be my favourite pastime), infact for a lame reason and perhaps just for the heck of it. I decided to play Texas Holdem last night, just so that i dont forget how to play poker.


Death
Death i believe is something that is more harrowing to the family of the departed than to anyone else. A close friend of mine from college had lost his father this month , It was really very sad and i offer my condolences to him. But i am also happy for a fact that he is coming to college tomorrow after 20 days. I did meet him last night with Aamir and we shared a smoke and spoke for long. It was nice to see him smiling after a long time ... :)



Sigh , I end my non-post here. Besides this there are a lot more things that have happened this month, but absolutly nothing that can be termed as exciting has happened. Boring can be well justified.

This is where i end, to the "cry baby" and the gujju girl i know:-

Regarding my blog --- Ill keep you pissed Oh, posted ...:P
Peace

Breakup...

Today , Saturday January 9thth 2009 will be remembered. I lost 50 buks , I had an accident at floating bridge, I broke up with Aakriti. What more can you ask for ? Nothing , i think that is more than enough. To make matters worse i havnt studied much since morning. ( Indra would be smiling wouldnt she ? .. ) . Sometimes you probably think as to where can you go wrong in a relationship , you can try your level best but it just never works, its more like you are banging your head against a wall, why bother ?.. My suggesstion to anyone who might be reading this is DO NOT commit the mistake of getting into a relationship but incase you have DO TELL ME i would love to laugh. I spoke to Sadiq today unusually if something doomed has to happen it will happen to both of us together, the moment i told him about me and Aakriti , his cellphone rang and it was Maria they spoke for a while and after a while he said " Dude I think Maria wants to break up with me " , all i could do was laugh and nothing more. Before he was trying to cheer me up and now both of us, Lol .

For some unusual reason Mrudvi Bakshi came up in my mind today, i dont know why but yes i did think about her today, always i have heard when you break up with your gf , your gf's best friend is the reason, earlier i used to think it was her HER HER, but actually not. I dont blame the failure of my relationship to anyone, i belive in just being single and happy from now on, I have started to think about Pranay , his idology and principles in life are pretty clear, "" Stay single and be happy take life as it comes, never get serious."" . Sometimes that dude actually makes sense no matter what he says. So now officially i declare that among the 4 of us ( Karan, Alif , Pranay, and me ) ... Karan and Alif seem to be the only ones who seem to be commited. I hope Karan and Kamna dont break up, it doesnt seem they will, But Alif if his deep secret is hidden from Vinisha well yeah maybe then there is a chance...

Aahh thinking about Vinisha, i hope one day she comes to know who was actually right between me and Leena, I WASNT 2 TIMING ..... I SWEAR. As college reopens now on Sunday, i know what exactly is going to happen, Khadija will probably come screaming at me , and the following conversation would take place.

Khadija: Tum Breakup kaise kar sakte hon ?

Apurv: Kyon nahi karsakta?

Khadija:CHUP KARJAO TUM !@$#@@$#$

Apurv: Huh ??

Khadija has this uncanny habbit of really acting mad sometimes, but she is a sweet female. I fear her kids because the way she is when she is pissed off can scare anyone possible, Can you belive it she actually sprained Aamir's Neck ! .. LOL ! or maybe i am expecting Ms Mrudvi Bakshi to come again and start rambleing at the top of her voice making no sense whatsoever , but then who really cares ?.. I personally dont, and i dont want to either. She can say what she wants it doesnt really affect , i sometimes wonder why are so many people related to a relationship , isint it just the guy and the chick ? They are like too many people attached to it , Your friends , her friends everyone , its more like if we breakup , they will die..Can't the guy and the chick like talk among themselves and sort/screw everything. But NO this is Mahe Manipal, anyone who patches up/breaks up/makes out/Sex/Strip it has to become a new thing to talk about, i think Mahe Manipal survives on rumors. (ohh btw did you hear Mahe Manipal has a MMS too, lol .. yes very few ppl know about it .. but it does it seems 2 chicks from 1st year Mass Comm are in it.. cool eh ?)

Tomorrow i might be meeting my godmother , she has finally arrived back from Oz.---> Ria as she has told me online she would like to know each and every detail of what happened with Aakriti and she would like to meet her , that is something that wouldn't be happening in the near future.

I have also come up to a decision, I plan to be stoned on 17th the day i return to Delhi .. Peace :)